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Thursday 26 April 2007

Isn't it funny that you can feel so strongly for someone/something for so long and when you don't have it you feel like a part of you is missing and you'll never quite be the same. A smell, a word or even a tv show or familiar route will make you crumple and give you that same heart squeezing hurt.

Then as if overnight you don't feel that anymore.

The last two weeks I have really started enjoying my life again. When I first moved to London it was awesome, I met a whole bunch of new people, partied and had things to do. Slowly all my friends had to go back home (Chicago, Australia) and I was left on my own. Then my Dad died and old feelings reared their ugly head and I just felt as though I was never going to move on. Then I met Lizzie. Lizzie has been through exactly the same things as me in recent months. She's new to London and she feels the same as I do. We are so alike it scares me. We even finish off eachother's sentences. If she was a bloke, we'd be soulmates. However I like cock.

We are now the best of friends and my life is just so fucking wicked. I'm free. I don't have to worry about anyone but me (and my family and friends of course but this is about ME!). I feel like I am finally living. I'm laughing so much, dancing, drinking, snogging, flirting and just living life to the full for the first time in my life. I have never been this happy in my life.

I can't tell you how brilliant I feel and how positive I am. There are yet more big changes heading my way but they are good changes. One of them starts next week.

Posted by Celeste at April 26, 2007 06:02 AM | TrackBack

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