And the whole collapse is only momentary as everyone has two feet and can do with getting up and supporting you back if you need it seems how they relied on you so much.

These things are two way streets. xx

Knowing your weaknesses is Good

Not knowing your weaknesses, not admiting to your weaknesses, now that is bad.

Yes i agree Silk. You see the problem was that you can never be too sure who you can rely on. I thought I could really on a few people but it turned out that i couldn't.

I can only really rely on myself which is why I'm feeling so great because I don't need anyone. I want certain people in my life but i don't need them.

My weakness is Roast Dinner Andre. I could live off roast dinners forever.

Things get complicated when too much blame is directed inward. It's corrosive either way but the brain correctors always say (don't they?) that 'taking responsibility for one's own life' annihilates the spaces in which blame can grow. I don't know. It doesn't seem fair that from time to time I can't wantonly smear blame all over my world. Actually, I'll go further: IT IS NOT FAIR!

Sorry if I sound flippant; it's one of those days.

I love your blog anyway.

ha ha ha. I think sometimes you can safely blame someone else for somethings. But ultimately you have to decide whether you stay in a situation that makes you unhappy or bite the bullet and escape.

Sometimes though you can get it wrong and put the blame on someone for your unhappiness when actually you need to address your inner self and you end up losing the best thing you ever had.

Basically life sucks. Ha ha ha.